Hello dear ones, I'm Merel

Being of service to humanity is a deeper calling I already felt since I was young. Before I was allowed to work in mental health care, I was doing volunteering work in this field. I visited people to talk about their day, went to do something together or helped with cooking. I did choose to study psychology because I was interested in human behavior and improving this by helping people with their problems. I did study psychology for over 2 years, but I did not feel connected to their teachings… To mention a few in the mental healthcare system, working a lot with the dsm5, diagnoses and medication. And let me be clear by saying that I don’t say this system is completely wrong. I do say that I personally don’t feel connected to this, and don’t feel the call to work in this way.

Next to that I started to work in mental healthcare where I was really shocked by things I saw there. Giving very young people antidepressants so easily and putting people in separation cells. Again I don’t say this is completely wrong, sometimes it could come in handy in emergencies.

Nevertheless I do see this as well as medication being used in a too easy way without looking to deeper, underlining causes. So the universe guided me on another path than western psychology, and I trusted my intuition to take this path. Finding more alignment in the way I work and use my energy intentionally on things that align with me.

During my aura energy healing course I ‘accidentally’ came in contact with my past live through hypnosis. As a child I hold a lot of stucked energy in my first chakra, which is the area of my womb as well. The first chakra stands for feelings of safety, stability and groundedness.
This resulted in not feeling safe and having difficulties with letting go. Because of this I couldn’t go to the toilet, and doctors couldn’t find any answers why did was happening to me. They tested me on all sort of allergies, but little did they know about holding trauma in that area and not feeling safe and seen. Having difficulty with letting go emotionally resulting in  physically  through my bowel movements.

During this hypnosis session I connected with myself as a child being in these circumstances. I was being guided through this in hypnosis but we couldn’t find the cause in this lifetime, there was no specific situation where I didn't feel safe. My instructor told me she felt it was laying deeper, in my past lives.
I connected with this and found myself in my past life, where I was fighting for my truth and wisdom. Feeling rejected and shut down for being my authentic self. I felt so much injustice and powerlessness here against the systems, which I brought with me to this lifetime. Which is something I still feel in this time and age. As my calling is not fighting against these systems, but more like coming out for my way of healing.  Accepting and alchemizing these feelings into action and creation. I know how much of our creative energy lies in this area, especially for women who can literally create life here. I also know how many women are struggling with their cycles and could be more in balance through all of it, just by being more aware of what they can do better. I combine energy work with lifestyle as food, movement and coaching. Where with energy work I can work in the energetic realm by working on stucked energies and letting your energetic flow/life force energy move freely again.